Life and diary and high school and julia violet art and love and reflection first kiss 9:46 pm
He walked me to my classroom (as usual), the hallway was mostly empty and class wasn’t in session yet. I smiled and said bye.. he just stood there and didn’t say anything.. we both froze up for a second… he leaned in.. I thought he was going to give me a hug.. so I turned my head to the side.. he kissed me on my cheek instead of my lips.. we both felt awkward and quickly said goodbye.
This was in 9th grade
Life and diary and julia violet art and love and reflection love 2:31 am
Sometimes I feel like I was meant to be single.
Are my standards just simply too high?
I don’t want to be with a guy who has a big ego, nor do i want someone with low self esteem. I hate it when guys don’t ask questions, it’s like they only want to talk about themselves. I mean i don’t really mind but it’s hard to keep a conversation going if I’m the only one asking the questions. I personally really like it when a guy (at least) sounds interested in me, asks questions but at the same time, talks about himself. So the conversation isn’t just one sided.
Confidence is a must! I don’t like guys who are insecure about themselves.. I’ve had too many of those.. Successful, humorous, and charming are all qualities i want in a man. but the question still remains.. are my standards too high? Do these types of men even exist? and are they all taken?
Life and diary and independence and julia violet art and reflection and thoughts independence 11:11 am
Yesterday I was walking home from college. It was cold and dark, with a sprinkle of rain outside. The sounds of passing cars were somewhat loud and the sidewalk was empty and cold. You would say that at-the-time I should have been feeling -alone or even scared, walking all by myself, at night, in the rain, in the cold.. Actually, I loved it. I didn’t have to depend on someone to be there, to keep me safe. I felt independent.
It’s a nice feeling.
